talking about dreams. i dreamt that i was called back to the coast guards. wierd as it is, i had to retake my first aid course in order to renew it. danil was there. and ahfai was there. and naszri. and lawrence too. there were people from other teams that i said hi and shook hands with. everyone was glad to see me around. ma'am dorris, ah kau, my team leader, william. it was wierd that danil was there too, supposedly taking the test with me. i can't quite put a finger to that part of the dream. somehow because i was getting reacquainted with everyone, i missed the test. reason was since i was not seated when they are distributing the papers. hence i was barred. in my mind i was telling myself to just ask for leniency since they've not even started writing anything yet, still the me in the dream just said ok, and decided to leave.
it was... different. wearing that uniform. seeing my old locker. i felt... great actually. felt... something positive. i didn't say bye to anyone as i left. and once again
my dream involved taking a train.
a futuristic mrt if you might. well the mrt itself is not exactly futuristic. but the landscape of singapore itself. massive buildings. that are so close to one another. and jurong east mrt station is pretty much the same this time. but the middle train where i'm supposed to transfer to, was not a train, but a moving platform instead. well its like those
flat ones,
where their purpose is to carry odd shaped cargoes. the sign reads, the moving platform will serve as a train for the day. i saw this big carnival at the field. with one big tent that sells donuts. i could see all the happy people buying the donuts. it reminded me of vinco donuts. i told myself if only krispy kreme is here.
the platform started to move. and i lowered myself to my knees in anticipation for a jerky trip. the sun was in my eyes. but the landscape. clear blue skies. buildings with the evening sun giving them a golden glow. and that surreal atmosphere... was beautiful. and i woke up with no conclusion. my dreams are usually in black and white. or sepia colours. this dream is in colour. i guess it is nothing but just a dream if that's the case.
